So frikking addicted to ART!
A guy who really loves you, sees what a mess u can be, how moody u can get, & how hard you are to handle. But, still wants you in his life.

Im on my highest of my lows
When my tears begin to flow
With every written word
My heart feels like being stabbed with a sword
And I’m try to make myself know
There’s now nowhere to go

Words pour out like rain from my mind
But there’s no way you’d listen,
Or see cuz it seems as though u’re blind
My life, all that I’ve had I gave to you
But you threw me out like trash
Like everything we’ve ever said or done never was
As though I ceased existence in front of your eyes
My heart throbs and pains as though its dying
It hurts to the point its driving me crazy
But you “cant feel the same”
I know my words mean nothing to you
And you won’t even bother listening
Its funny how your lies contradict what you say

Its a marriage, I have seen my flaws
But my flaws you couldnt cope
When I coped yours
I cant even begin to understand
How you could be so insane
When your wife begs down your feet
In thousand words she cried
She fell down on her knees
Like when you proposed her
How would she feel
You shattered her heart in pieces
And you act like nothing happened in these few years
Your promises broken and contracts ripped off
You burnt the wedding items
And erased her existence from your place
She sacrificed so much for you
And she still begged so much more
Even when she went through all this with you
Even when you treated like she didnt exist for you all this time
She still cried herself to sleep
Wakes up with shocks because she fears the day going to court
To the place she got married to you
And where it would end
When you said i do, how can she stand when you say
You divorced her
But she knows its soon.

5 days ago
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sassythoughts213:

Why Women Get Played (Be Wanted, Not Needed)


BY PURE MATRIMONY - APRIL, 20TH 2014

Author: Malik Shabazz
Source: http://mshabazz33.wordpress.com/

For many years, I have helped many people resolve issues in their lives. A lot of the issues I have helped address, have been relationship issues. Many of them pertaining women and how they have been treated by men. A lot of them seem to be left in a state of confusion with “men” who attempt to take the role of men, only ending up to be boys. Women who are easily swayed by words are usually the ones getting left and abused by these so called “men.” Saying all the right types of words they want to hear. I will explain below, as best as I can to address this issue and why women, nice women, get treated like dirt. Inshallah

The issue always begin with the woman always choosing and chasing the wrong type of guy. Every time I have talked to a woman, they usually end up with a douche bag, who has no idea how to treat his woman. They are easily swayed by words and this itself creates the problem in the first place. Words are manipulative and they are usually meaningless, unless there is a right intention behind it, which usually isn’t in this case.

It leads them down a dark road, which seems bright, with an imagination filled with love and romance. Which they believe is love and romance, which is nothing but an easy score for the guy. They wear their heart on the sleeve and continue to play through this charade the guy has put up, while the woman, believing everything the guy says and does. It leads to heartache and heart break, with so much to lose because usually they begin to lose their trust towards men in the future.

Again, words are manipulative and women are easily victim to these things. They continue to believe in this act of love and romance, which again, is nothing but their imagination coming into play. Women love to be loved and want to be loved. They want romance, well some do because it plays to their imagination which they have created for themselves. Most men easily understand these things because they know, a woman wants to be needed and they loved to be pampered. These things don’t come in the form of words now, they come in the form of gifts, which they believe is love now, is romance being portrayed.

Women will show they love their significant other, they will want attention in return because it’s what they believe is needed. It’s what women want, is the attention and the need to be loved because if they aren’t getting it in return, they feel torn apart because it is what they feel deserve. Men, again take advantage of this, creating distance, creating separation and only creating a mental and trust issue in the long run. When creating distance between each other, the woman craves the man more and shows more affection towards him because she feels she isn’t loving him enough. So she does all sorts of things to get his attention. Some do whatever the man says, just because they believe they are in love and want the love in return.

This is definitely a wrong way to handle yourself because you aren’t benefiting from the situation. You are only giving into their demand and charade which they acted out quite carefully. In the end, the man ends up leaving because he got what he needed. Now, the woman is left confused for many months. When it comes to men and women, women are not the type to get over a heart break easily. They will carry through this heart break for months. Not forgetting the things happening to them. They will drag themselves through the day and destroying relationships and friendships between those who are close them. It also destroys trust and love, for those who actually want to give it in return to them.

If only women were aware of these words and the actions that may come into play. If women only learned from their mistakes and did not destroy the trust lost between the past and the present. What happens in the past, should only be a lesson to be learned for the present and the future. I believe, women should definitely stand their ground when it comes to men and not give in so easily. Lay down the law and let men know that come into your life, if you aren’t marrying me, you aren’t having me in any shape, way or form.

This way, it lets the man know, what she actually wants from the relationship. Those who intend to stay, usually act out their words and not leave them as words. Let the boys play the games with the girls, who refuse to listen and only want to give a piece of action in return. Let the women, the strong, the powerful, the believing in love and real romance type, to find the ideal guy, who shows what she is worth.

Stop trying to be easy targets and stop trying to create unnecessary attention. It is what places you in these situations which leave you heart broken and seem think you were worthless. Love yourself before you seek to love others. Men love those types of strong, powerful, standing their ground type women. Intelligent women. Be wanted, not needed. Being wanted creates more of an attraction and being needed only puts you on the shelf where I know, you don’t want to belong.

sassythoughts213:

Why Women Get Played (Be Wanted, Not Needed)


BY PURE MATRIMONY - APRIL, 20TH 2014

Author: Malik Shabazz
Source: http://mshabazz33.wordpress.com/

For many years, I have helped many people resolve issues in their lives. A lot of the issues I have helped address, have been relationship issues. Many of them pertaining women and how they have been treated by men. A lot of them seem to be left in a state of confusion with “men” who attempt to take the role of men, only ending up to be boys. Women who are easily swayed by words are usually the ones getting left and abused by these so called “men.” Saying all the right types of words they want to hear. I will explain below, as best as I can to address this issue and why women, nice women, get treated like dirt. Inshallah

The issue always begin with the woman always choosing and chasing the wrong type of guy. Every time I have talked to a woman, they usually end up with a douche bag, who has no idea how to treat his woman. They are easily swayed by words and this itself creates the problem in the first place. Words are manipulative and they are usually meaningless, unless there is a right intention behind it, which usually isn’t in this case.

It leads them down a dark road, which seems bright, with an imagination filled with love and romance. Which they believe is love and romance, which is nothing but an easy score for the guy. They wear their heart on the sleeve and continue to play through this charade the guy has put up, while the woman, believing everything the guy says and does. It leads to heartache and heart break, with so much to lose because usually they begin to lose their trust towards men in the future.

Again, words are manipulative and women are easily victim to these things. They continue to believe in this act of love and romance, which again, is nothing but their imagination coming into play. Women love to be loved and want to be loved. They want romance, well some do because it plays to their imagination which they have created for themselves. Most men easily understand these things because they know, a woman wants to be needed and they loved to be pampered. These things don’t come in the form of words now, they come in the form of gifts, which they believe is love now, is romance being portrayed.

Women will show they love their significant other, they will want attention in return because it’s what they believe is needed. It’s what women want, is the attention and the need to be loved because if they aren’t getting it in return, they feel torn apart because it is what they feel deserve. Men, again take advantage of this, creating distance, creating separation and only creating a mental and trust issue in the long run. When creating distance between each other, the woman craves the man more and shows more affection towards him because she feels she isn’t loving him enough. So she does all sorts of things to get his attention. Some do whatever the man says, just because they believe they are in love and want the love in return.

This is definitely a wrong way to handle yourself because you aren’t benefiting from the situation. You are only giving into their demand and charade which they acted out quite carefully. In the end, the man ends up leaving because he got what he needed. Now, the woman is left confused for many months. When it comes to men and women, women are not the type to get over a heart break easily. They will carry through this heart break for months. Not forgetting the things happening to them. They will drag themselves through the day and destroying relationships and friendships between those who are close them. It also destroys trust and love, for those who actually want to give it in return to them.

If only women were aware of these words and the actions that may come into play. If women only learned from their mistakes and did not destroy the trust lost between the past and the present. What happens in the past, should only be a lesson to be learned for the present and the future. I believe, women should definitely stand their ground when it comes to men and not give in so easily. Lay down the law and let men know that come into your life, if you aren’t marrying me, you aren’t having me in any shape, way or form.

This way, it lets the man know, what she actually wants from the relationship. Those who intend to stay, usually act out their words and not leave them as words. Let the boys play the games with the girls, who refuse to listen and only want to give a piece of action in return. Let the women, the strong, the powerful, the believing in love and real romance type, to find the ideal guy, who shows what she is worth.

Stop trying to be easy targets and stop trying to create unnecessary attention. It is what places you in these situations which leave you heart broken and seem think you were worthless. Love yourself before you seek to love others. Men love those types of strong, powerful, standing their ground type women. Intelligent women. Be wanted, not needed. Being wanted creates more of an attraction and being needed only puts you on the shelf where I know, you don’t want to belong.

6 days ago
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If you ignore me, I will ignore you. If you don’t start the conversation, we won’t talk. If you don’t put in the effort, why should I?

We were perfect for each other
Said those who saw us
As though we were still dating
Even when we were married
Your family used to say
We seem to always be on honeymoon
They saw our love for each other more than we did
But what! Has everything been lies
Or you’re lying to yourself?
I dont know what to believe now
When everything is a blur

How can you say your mind and heart rejected me
For a long time and you still stayed with me?
How can you say that you cant feel the same
When you said all you said when every hell broke loose
And you stopped loving me, but we were doing so good lately
And suddenly, everything disappears
Im not the one you married
And you couldnt accept me anymore
In just one day
It all changed
You couldnt forgive me for one mistake
I just became more religious
Stayed away from the tricks of satan
And I wouldnt abandon my prayers
Nor waste my time entertaining as though thats why we’re alive
And i became modest, I became more faithful
I was always loyal, i strove to make us happy when we had nothing
You seem to have forgotten how we lived
What did we have? We couldnt even eat a good meal
From that to when we had everything
Remember, i had all i needed with my parents
I gave everything away just to make yours better
I was there with everything
Picked u up when you were in depression
Gave you everything you needed
And you used me for your own needs
And never gave back anything
All I wanted was your time and love but you were too bored then

You break me, kill me, murder me deep
When you pretend like I dont exist anymore
And you said you want to be free
You wanted freedom
From me
I hope one day you’ll look back
And see what you’ve forsaken
I hope one day you will love like I did with you, to someone else
And get all your lessons
I was too good for you
Because i became from bad girl to good
You know what i came out from
But thats why you got bored

Its not a breakup
Its a divorce
When one walks away
It leaves the other wounded

I dont have anything to return to
Your heart is empty so is ur home
I know you will never look back
But in case u do
I’ll leave the door open

5 days ago
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I know it’s over, and it never really began, but in my heart it was so real.